babah...

life...without memory is like..computer had damaged..
our memory is the most richest asset we have.and family too..
everyone has thier one family..
whether is broken or not..
is not our choice to have a broken family..
d family dat has affair..drunk..on drugs..poor.rich.and lots more..
is up to us to choose our own life..
not to follow d past..
no matter..
d parents is a great idol..to us..
they give is guide.education.care.love.evrything.
i do really love my family..
but i can't get along..
i dunno why..
sometimes i do jelous about other ppl's family dat are so close..
like d movies and reality hehe..
my dad in his past time..
he has never been loved by his family..
the second child get's more..
but he love his family alot..
when he wanted to study his mom will close the light..
saying dat wating energy..
he has to stdy with d candle on..
next to the toilet..
nasty smell.rat's evrywhere..
the bed is not exactly bed..
'besi yg luntur' in d real way..
he can't sit at living room or else..get beaten..
from child he was never raised by his mom or dad..
kinda pity him..
but now..
he is succes in his life..
but..
i treat him..wrongly...
everyday gado ngan dia k..
i dunno y..
he keep getting on my nerves..
all d mistake..is my fault..
huhuh..
even thougt sometimes i swore him..
i do love him..
if he is gone..
i will alwys pray for him..
n be blessed..
i will mis him nagging to me..
scold..
i noe..
i have been a bad daughter to him..
so guys out there..
do love ur family..
whether ur mom o dad..
life is going up not down..
age is getting older not young..
babah im sorry for everthng..
i really love u...